LIFE. IS. JUST. . .
I haven’t done a post solely on rating in a while* and well. . . I haven’t done a life update in a while so why not smush them together? #Brill Idea I know**
WELCOME TO MY RRRRRRANTY POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Prepare for all the angsty feels and the screaminess and ghergrehgreg rh basically me shouting about life #TheNorm.. . .. SHHUUUUUSHHHH. . .
*lol all my posts are rants. **JUST NOT THO????.
So the Reader on WP has been pissing me off —> commenting on some people’s posts has been a bitch where you have to literally GO ON TO THE BLOGGERS BLOG and comment on there then return to the reader because the reader won’t post the comments. #TemperamentalMuch???
AND PEOPLE ARE GETTING SHOVED INTO MY SPAM FOLDER. THANK YOU WORDPRESS. . . SO HELPFUL. They are NOT spam thank you WORDPRESS. THEY ARE MY FWENDS.
SO MANY PEOPLE ARE HAVING THIS PROBLEM. BLURGHBLEH.
Also, tbr gets turned to “tar”. um. no. So I just seem even weirder because tbr is always written TBRRRRR so that it doesn’t change it to freaking TAR. THIS HAS BOTHERED ME FOR SO LONG.CAN IT DIE PLEASE.
imma just rebel against the autocorrect for a sec –> tbr tbr tbr tbr tbr tbr HA TAKE THAT!
Also. I’m on a book buying ban. (WHICH SUCKS. WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF?)I haven’t even bought that many, but for ME it feels like a lot. And I honestly need to try and get some self control. (LOL NO I HAVE NONE)
Also, I bought, and am now reading, The Young Elites. This book has been on my TBR since 2015, when I first joined bookstagram. I don’t know what it is, but I’ve got to page 90 and boom. I can’t read it anymore. I have no idea what’s going on. I had the same thing with A Gathering Of Shadows. . . hgehgreghg WHAT’S HAPPENING TO ME. . . ???”>XRMHREBEKRBKREUGBEIUVEHFBEUGRSIYBFHDJN.
Okay, *breathe out* calmmmmmmm .. .
I JUST AM NOT FINDING THE MOTIVATION TO READ ANYMORE.
PLEASE DON’T BE A SLUMP OH GOSH THIS IS TOTALLY A SLUMP.
#help. ER SO NANOWRIMO. . .
God I wish that I was participating. WITH SCHOOL and everything I’m just not sure that I’m going to have the time.
IT DOESN’T HELP THAT EVRY TIME THAT I WRITE SOMETHING I FEEL LIKE IT’S SILLY AND CLICHÉ AND THAT EVERYTHING NEEDS TO BE SET ON FIRE and idk why but for the past year I haven’t been able to come up with any solid ideas, or what even THE AIM of the character is going to be and WHAT stops them.
I just get snippets of scenes and it’s so INFURITAING BECAUSE I CAN’T SO ANYTHING WITH THEM AHFSDUGBSKGBSK.
I literally feel like I CANNOT WIRTE ANYTHING WELL . . . APART FROM BLOG POSTS. . .
I CAN’T WRITE I CAN’T WRITE I CAN’T WRITE I CAN’T WRITE.
I’ve had writer’s block FOR SO LONG I’M SO ANNOYED. KERJGBJHEGUGEW This hosntely sucks beause I LOVEE WRITING AND developoing ideas KJFBE;GREG but my brain is just. . . idk missing??
this is it. THE MANHUNT FOR MY BRAIN STARTS. . .
AND THIS REALLY REALLY SUCKS SOMEONE HELP A DESPERATE LU CREATURE.
H a, n o
This isn’t another Hiatus-scare like this post. . . THIS IS REAL LIFE.
Also. The “dreaded” hiatus. . . Ju actually wrote a post about this topic the other day and [it was fab go see it here]
Is it really that dreaded??
Well .. . I’m not officially going on hiatus, because I’m going to play this by ear, as I have NO IDEA what my school schedule is going to look like because I have my first set of mocks this term, and I have up to 3 exams per day and really need to try and pass these (even though they’re mocks) and I really want to do well in them and see what level I’m performing at so that I can improve and perform to my best ability later on.
And also, at the moment I have absolutely NO motivation or acutual IDEAS for any blog posts and i sort of just want to dissolve into a sad puddle of despitarion on the floor and weep. . .
I don’t really know what I’m doing anymore and I’M REALLY STRESSING OUT RIGHT NOW.
So yeah. . . this is what been happening in my life, discuss with me in the comments! Are you participating in NaNoWriMo? What are you reading at the moment?